This Is It.

So this is it... the night before the big trip. My emotions are going a little crazy right now. I'm calm over all, but I'm also extremely excited, anxious, a little stressed, and kind of terrified. I'm almost completely packed, but wow, that was stressful. Trying to get everything together for a 9 day journey across the globe is pretty hectic. I'm going to be on a plane for a total of about 12 hours. I don't know if I'll get sick or not. Sometimes I get motion sickness, but sometimes I do not. The trip itself I know will be amazing. I just can't think about it too much or else I'll ruin it for myself. Once I'm there, I might be the most excited I have ever been. Going to Paris AND London in one week is literally a dream come true. Last summer, I was planning a big trip to England, but I didn't think it would really happen until after high school sometime. I have to keep asking myself, "Is this really happening?" This is all dropping on me like a ton of bricks, but they're good bricks, obviously. I still kind of can't believe I'm going. I guess it'll really hit me when I'm there in the flesh. Honestly, the past year has been sort of a dream. I don't feel like I'm actually, fully here. I've always been tired at school and sometimes headachy, and that's most likely because I'm on electronics ALL THE TIME. Not so good for my brain. Because of this, I've been all "Whu?" and just going with the flow because I find myself caring less about things. My goal for this summer is to spend less time on electronics and wake up my brain. I need that. Anyway, I hope my brain will be awake enough for this trip. I want to take everything in during these 9 days because I may not get that chance again.